reconnecting with self

good morning to all, if there is anyone at all who still pops in every now and then to say good morning

i am full of energy today...i had a ceu with jackie last friday, and it was wonderful to be back in a classroom with her...she does support the best environment for me...i can spread out in the field and allow myself to fill the room without drowning others out

this belongs here, on after enlightenment, because it is she that inspired me to start this blog, and it was something i stopped enjoying after we had a break in our connection...but have realized since that break that i can find that same inspirational feeling inside of myself without her...it just is made ten times more powerful in her presence (so interested in the energetioc aspect of things now a days)

....anyhow, i want to share the experience...and i will, but nmot right now, i have to go to target, but hopefully i will post agaion this afternoon

Song of the day: what i am- edie brickell

Song of the day:

gestalt/energy playwork assignment

"stands alone"
"downward dog"
"soldiers, 1776"
"eye contact"

Song of the day: buckets of rain - bob dylan

thinking of bear boy

remembering him brings feelings of trust, and also awareness of how much more life can offer me
and this song fits right now



There are Giants in the sky!
There are big tall terrible Giants
in the sky!

When you're way up high
And you look below
At the world you left
And the things you know,
Little more than a glance
Is enough to show
You just how small you are.

When you're way up high
And you're own your own
In a world like none
That you've ever known,
Where the sky is lead
And the earth is stone,

You're free, to do
Whatever pleases you,
Exploring things you'd never dare
'Cause you don't care,
When suddenly there's

A big tall terrible Giant at the door,
A big tall terrible lady Giant
sweeping the floor.
And she gives you food
And she gives you rest
And she draws you close
To her Giant breast,
And you know things now
that you never knew before,
Not till the sky.

Only just when you've made
A friend and all,
And you know she's big
But you don't feel small,
Someone bigger than her
Comes along the hall
To swallow you for lunch.

And your heart is lead
And your stomach stone
And you're really scared
Being all alone...

And it's then that you miss
All the things you've known
And the world you've left
And the little you own-

The fun is done.
You steal what you can and run.
And you scramble down
And you look below,
And the world you know
Begins to grow:

The roof, the house, and your Mother at the door.
The roof, the house and the world you never thought to explore.
And you think of all of the things you've seen,
And you wish that you could live in between,
And you're back again,
Only different than before,
After the sky.

There are Giants in the sky!
There are big tall terrible awesome scary wonderful
Giants in the sky!

Song of the day: giants in the sky- sondheim/lapine
much gratitude, bear boy

loofa love

love

so my friends mom had a hanukkah party last week and she gave out loofa gloves to everyonw and before i could get my pair into the shower, kitten discovered and fell in love with said gloves

so now, one glove made it to the shower and the other lives in kitty love
Song of the day: stray cat strut- the stray cats