day is done

its been a bad night.one of those nights where nothing actively goes wrong, but the type where everything feels a little wrong....i messed up in a thousand places this week, forgetting important things, anxiety emails and phone calls, stepping on toes, having passive aggressiveness thrown at me, just strangeness thats a part of living and relating i guess...i know that im feeling rushed and unhappy, trying to gestalt my way through it but not finding it helpful, wanting to be able to control everything, wanting to lash out since there is no control at all...just please, please find beauty in my growing because it all really hurts

Song of the day: day is done- nick drake

"When the day is done
Down to earth then sinks the sun
Along with everything lost and won
When the day is done."