Saturday, November 18, 2006

depression


i have definitly entered into the world of depression. it seems that feeling like i was finally ready to move forward with my life, feeling better and such, i had first an ear infection then my ankle/foot injury, which seemed to be getting better, but took a dip for the worse on wednesday. having gone to the doctor, i know it is not broken, but i do need to stay off of it for another week, only i work all weekend and cannot use crutches on the unit, it can very easily become a weapon in the hands of a psychotic patient.

so the over eating and weight gain have continued in my gimpiness, and i want to say to people, just so they know....nothing but my dresses fit right now, i have some really cute clothes that will fit in 20 pounds (lost), but until then i am not prepared to buy fat clothes... just so yall know.

but no worries, i will find my way out of this and make the decisions that want to be made for the future...

Song of the day: bulletproof- radiohead

5 comments:

Sorriah42 said...

Friends are here for you.......

molly said...

its too bad i am much more comfortable pulling in during times such as this then i am reaching out to my support system...

Sorriah42 said...

Aaah young grasshopper. You might not have reached out to your entire support group, but you are slowly reaching out just by putting a post up where you know people read it. 'nuff said?

Anonymous said...

hey Molly,
just wanted to say that I hear you and as robin said, I am here if you need anything. I struggeled with depression in my early 20's and overeat when I got into that space, noticibly gaining weight every time... It soooo sucks!!!! give me a holler if you feel like taking a walk around the lake, it's gonna be a beautiful weekend. I am sending lots and lots of energies your way!
Kirsti

molly said...

smile, except for spraining my foot (it is taking a long time to feel better completely) youy know i always love to go to the park and would never turn down the chance to be outside and breathing with you

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