i have definitly entered into the world of depression. it seems that feeling like i was finally ready to move forward with my life, feeling better and such, i had first an ear infection then my ankle/foot injury, which seemed to be getting better, but took a dip for the worse on wednesday. having gone to the doctor, i know it is not broken, but i do need to stay off of it for another week, only i work all weekend and cannot use crutches on the unit, it can very easily become a weapon in the hands of a psychotic patient.
so the over eating and weight gain have continued in my gimpiness, and i want to say to people, just so they know....nothing but my dresses fit right now, i have some really cute clothes that will fit in 20 pounds (lost), but until then i am not prepared to buy fat clothes... just so yall know.
but no worries, i will find my way out of this and make the decisions that want to be made for the future...
Song of the day: bulletproof- radiohead
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Friends are here for you.......
its too bad i am much more comfortable pulling in during times such as this then i am reaching out to my support system...
Aaah young grasshopper. You might not have reached out to your entire support group, but you are slowly reaching out just by putting a post up where you know people read it. 'nuff said?
hey Molly,
just wanted to say that I hear you and as robin said, I am here if you need anything. I struggeled with depression in my early 20's and overeat when I got into that space, noticibly gaining weight every time... It soooo sucks!!!! give me a holler if you feel like taking a walk around the lake, it's gonna be a beautiful weekend. I am sending lots and lots of energies your way!
Kirsti
smile, except for spraining my foot (it is taking a long time to feel better completely) youy know i always love to go to the park and would never turn down the chance to be outside and breathing with you
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